I'm better off dead...

[CYRAX]

u sound like u need 2 st8in out ur shit
i would imagin u brought all this on urself
quit winein bout it and take care of ur business
only u can st8in out ur life

beleive me I'm workin on it...

[CYRAX]

Good luck, Cyrax, with that phone call tomorrow. Keep in mind that you have the rest of your life in front of you. And if you can do that better with some structured help, maybe that's meant to be. One thing's for sure. You wouldn't be better off dead. You'd be dead. And you'd have destroyed a whole bunch of other people's lives in the process. I don't think you really would want to do that, but that's how it'd play out. Suicide is not a legacy you want to leave your family with, no matter how messed up they may be. It's a permanent solution to temporary problems.

Yeah your most definetly correct... I think I can play my cards right from here, with a tad bit luck. feelin a lil better.

[Skink]

When I was 15 the court sentenced me to 6 months rehab in a place called "Grove City PA",,,there was a helecopter scheduled to bring me there... The day I was supposed to go I hid... a couple weeks later I and my Mom talked to my probation officer and he then told the courts to lay off if I agreed to 21 days rehap in a local place... I got wasted 4 out of 21 days I was there,,,LOLz...

[TheFatKid]

Hey man, chill. If its just rehab and not juvy, you should consider that lucky. If its not overnight(idk how rehab works), it shouldn't be that bad. My advice is to kiss the judge's ass if you do have a court date, drink water and exercise, and not smoke for a while.


Best of luck to ya.

[suhl]

:thumbsup: if you cant handle getting arrested for weed you really are better off dead cause if that is the hardest problem yoiu ever handle fwll shit.. honestly if something that happens while you are sixteen other than getting sexually molested and you think death is better you are nothing more than a pussy. hate to be blunt, but seriously, if a few days in a juvenile prison is worse than death to you then you honestly are better off dead. and if you kill yourself becaise of something you read online you are better off dead. good night ace, best of luck, hopefully you dont kill yourself, but if you do you have convinced uis all it is for the best:thumbsup:

[wayoftheleaf]

Good luck, Cyrax, with that phone call tomorrow. Keep in mind that you have the rest of your life in front of you. And if you can do that better with some structured help, maybe that's meant to be. One thing's for sure. You wouldn't be better off dead. You'd be dead. And you'd have destroyed a whole bunch of other people's lives in the process. I don't think you really would want to do that, but that's how it'd play out. Suicide is not a legacy you want to leave your family with, no matter how messed up they may be. It's a permanent solution to temporary problems.

OMG you just quoted my favorite history teacher. He always used that exact phrase

It's a permanent solution to temporary problems.

lol

[CYRAX]

:thumbsup: if you cant handle getting arrested for weed you really are better off dead cause if that is the hardest problem yoiu ever handle fwll shit.. honestly if something that happens while you are sixteen other than getting sexually molested and you think death is better you are nothing more than a pussy. hate to be blunt, but seriously, if a few days in a juvenile prison is worse than death to you then you honestly are better off dead. and if you kill yourself becaise of something you read online you are better off dead. good night ace, best of luck, hopefully you dont kill yourself, but if you do you have convinced uis all it is for the best:thumbsup:

I'm obviously not going to kill myself, and how would you know what my life about to be calling me a pussy? kind of uncalled for.

Don't really respect anyone who insults me considering they dont know me, but what can I do it's the fuckin internet, lol.

The day I kill myself is the day I get a large prison statement, thats about it though, lol.

[suhl]

i guess it was a misunderstanding, i thought you said youd be better of dead if you failed your drug test. must have misreadsomewhere, my fault, forgive me:thumbsup:

[thcbongman]

Dude, you were so close to getting off and you had to violate it?

Just hope the judge has mercy, or have your mom talk to your PO and have her give you mercy since you are so close to completion. If it comes down to a choice, I'd go to juvy for far less time. Rehab programs tied to court I liken to a slow prison sentence if you aren't able to quit till you get off.

18-month rehab? Wow, that's harsh for a violation. How many previous violations did you have?

[BabyFacedAbortion]

My boytoy got locked up last year for weed for a year. He was put in a bunch of different programs and eventually got kicked out for bad behavior. He said it wasn't really that bad, even though he was put in some of the worst places with some of the worst people. He got really buff and stuff lol..getting locked up isn't THAT bad, I mean it's pretty shitty but your friends still wait for you and they still love you and usually they exaggerate the time you're going to be there for. I don't know what I'm getting at, I guess that you shouldn't worry so much about it, you fucked up and you're going to have to do time eventually..everyone will be there when you get back yanno.