Good luck, Cyrax, with that phone call tomorrow. Keep in mind that you have the rest of your life in front of you. And if you can do that better with some structured help, maybe that's meant to be. One thing's for sure. You wouldn't be better off dead. You'd be dead. And you'd have destroyed a whole bunch of other people's lives in the process. I don't think you really would want to do that, but that's how it'd play out. Suicide is not a legacy you want to leave your family with, no matter how messed up they may be. It's a permanent solution to temporary problems.
birdgirl73 Reviewed by birdgirl73 on . I'm better off dead... i'm better off dead... Okay well I'm 15 and have been on probation for 1 and a half years. I was supposed to get off on Dec 28th, about a month from now. Well I allways had a problem with quiting smoking because it's easy access and it just makes me very happy when I'm having problems at home. I just had a test afew days ago and I used a home test 30 min ago and it come out dirty for marijuana. I beleive this was my last chance because i got some warnings allready and she mentioned about Rating: 5