i'm better off dead...


Okay well I'm 15 and have been on probation for 1 and a half years. I was supposed to get off on Dec 28th, about a month from now. Well I allways had a problem with quiting smoking because it's easy access and it just makes me very happy when I'm having problems at home. I just had a test afew days ago and I used a home test 30 min ago and it come out dirty for marijuana. I beleive this was my last chance because i got some warnings allready and she mentioned about it getting serious. My life is perfect besides court and probation, everything is going good, good girl, not as many home problems as before, good grades, ect. I'd literaly rather die then get locked up 18 months, and I'm being as honest as possible. I told my mom i will end up dead if i get a new court date, and she just says "dont worry you aint gettin sent nowhere", but I dont beleive her...

I'm not writting this for attention, or for flamers to talk shit, im writting this because im in a very bad situation and it may turn out to the worst...

I really dont know, my girlfriend doesnt know yet and i'm wicked worried...


fuck the law.
CYRAX Reviewed by CYRAX on . I'm better off dead... i'm better off dead... Okay well I'm 15 and have been on probation for 1 and a half years. I was supposed to get off on Dec 28th, about a month from now. Well I allways had a problem with quiting smoking because it's easy access and it just makes me very happy when I'm having problems at home. I just had a test afew days ago and I used a home test 30 min ago and it come out dirty for marijuana. I beleive this was my last chance because i got some warnings allready and she mentioned about Rating: 5