I am wondering what Mom's message to Dad was by leaving the stash, etc. on Dad's desk? "This is what YOUR son is doing now, thanks to you!"? The way you treated Mom was not cool, but she should respect you also. Respect is a two way street. She WILL make you pay for this- no two ways about it. Cozy up with Dad and talk with him about it, he could be your best bet with Mom. She's pissed at him too, so you can get a "buddy" thing going with him. Get a vaporizer- less smell, so Mom won't catch on. (discountworldonline.com has good prices). Incidentally, your Mom's reaction is an indication of how worried she is about you. Addiction is a scary thing when it happens to someone you love. She's been "burned" before and can't bear to see that happen to her child. She loves you, child. Give her some roses for Xmas.