ROFL, this post made me laugh. Trust me, the first few times I smoked marijuana I hated it also. But I was convinced that if sooo many people loved it there was no reason why I should quit trying to reach the gold. And one day...I got high, the scary stuff tried to attack me and I said NO, I'm getting high and I'm gonna enjoy it. And that is just what I did and I've been enjoying it every since. If you aren't enjoying it then rather you realize it or not there is something you are not liking. Find out what it is and overcome it. Just keep trying it and don't give up. You'll get what marijuana has to offer once you become used to the effects enough to ignore them .