Your too pent up about it. It's a damn plant. dont be scared of it. It's never killed a single person in it's history, it wont kill no one now, and you cant OD on it, AND it's not addictive like drink, or tobacco. You dont crave it, and you dont get withdrwal simptoms.

Your thinking too much, and thats stopping you getting high. You need to go with it, and you should get as high as anyone else, either that or your getting some shitty weed, but if you live in canada you shouldnt be gettin shit weed.

Dont be scared of it. If thats all you can think about your brain will make you feel like it's bad to stop you doing it, it's not the weed, its you.

JUst keeep doing it untill you get VERY stoned, and enjoy it. Dont be waiting to get high, let it come up on you.

And yeah, thats a fuck lot to read. It' hurt my head.