so sorry to hear that love and hugs sent your way, this is one crazy world and ya gotta hold on tight and never give up the fight XX stay strong X life will always be ups and downs as are the highs and lows, if we dont know what it feels like to be sad then we can never know when we are happy, and you have plenty of happy times ahead XX just surround yourself with those you love for now to help you through. take care XX