Crumb's what a long thread lol

Anyway reading that made me see how comfortable my own childhood was. For you to still feel bad about yourself is only natural and all I can add to that is that time is the only thing that will heal this. You are doing well penguin (I remember your early post's and you've come along way since then, so juust keep that up, do as well for yourself as you can and then you'll be able to look back at all of this and think "well I'm comfortable and happy, and where are they?". Just dont give up on your self, and do as well as you can in as many aspect's of your life as possable.

I really do feel for ya though mate.