i went to school today with a tin of my weed in my bag. just like any other day. i wasnt harming anyone or anything. i get called down to the offic after 2nd period.. the assistant principal says someone said i have weed on me. she searched my bag. she finds it. she looks deepr and find two knives that ive just completley forgotten about. now i am so fucked
my dad has freaked out at me. my mom is going to be so angry. everything is gone to hell. EVERYTHING IS. I'm suspended for 6-10 days, i have to talk with the principal, i've got a court date for december 13th.. i have to pay a big fine and might be put on probation.

If it were me living alone in an appartment, i would be horribly pissed at the situation, but i would be able to handel it and get myself through this

but with my parents involved.. its so fucking bad. i think i've got enough punishment, with my fine and suspension and parole and all the imbarrasment, but they are just going to pile on the punishments. great. I am NOT looking foreword to the conversation that im going to have to have with both my parents when they get home. i want to tell them this "it was a huge mistake that i will never take again, but what i have to do is just get through it. im going to pay the fine, and im just going to do everything i have to, and then this mess will be over."

but i know when i say that theyre going to be telling me how horrible it was for me to do, how i have to stop doing it, how i have to do beter in school and not skip and steer clear of hard drugs and all taht. but the thing is, none of that applys to what the whole conversation is supposed to be about. i just want them to know that im going to try and deal with this as smoothly and maturely as possible. but they wont take that. they wont listen to what i have to say becuase thats how it ALLLWAYS is with them.

they want to make it worse than it is, which to me seems pointless

when i told my dad about my plan for how to deal with all this, he said "its weird how you seem to think its so simple" in an angry tone, as if he thought im not taking this seriousley.
the thing is, i AM trying to make this simple. what the fuck is wrong with that?? its a hell of a lot better than making it complicated and difficult

rahhhhhhhh WHAT A BAD DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s please dont critisize me or tell me i shouldnt have had that in my bag(becuase i think ive thought about that enough by now haha) as i have had one of the shittyest days ive ever expirenced and im only typing this to you guys so that i can vent out to people who understand
NightProwler Reviewed by NightProwler on . why does this system do this to people like me i went to school today with a tin of my weed in my bag. just like any other day. i wasnt harming anyone or anything. i get called down to the offic after 2nd period.. the assistant principal says someone said i have weed on me. she searched my bag. she finds it. she looks deepr and find two knives that ive just completley forgotten about. now i am so fucked my dad has freaked out at me. my mom is going to be so angry. everything is gone to hell. EVERYTHING IS. I'm suspended for 6-10 Rating: 5