hey birdgirl thanks for asking..

well the confrontation with my mom went better than expected. she didnt flip out at me, she was just disapointed in me i think. this whole thing has really put me into feelings of depression though. it doesnt help that my girlfriend seems to almost pourposley be avoiding me. i dunno shit is just kind of fucked and i cant stop thinking about my court date!
i feel so bad all the time.. i'm charged with a conceiled weapon and possesion of drugs, i feel like a criminal. its just so weird to think how happy i was friday morning, couldnt have felt better.. i thought the weekend was going to be amazing. sorry for rambling on for so long lol.