i dont' really know what you're asking, but basicly my brother was murdered just over two years ago, but it's not even the fact he was taken way before 'his time' ... it's just that he's gone... nwo i find myself either in tears, or near tears anytime the subject is brought up at all... at first, i thought it was just part of the mourning process, but now i'm not sure anymore... i don't really know what to think, and i need guidance i guess you could say... it seems like the pain will never subside... it hasn't even lessened and it's been two years... two years is a long time when you spend every day wondering why, and imagining what you would do if you got your hands on the person(s) responsible... i just need to know how everyone else woudl feel/act in this situation...

i dont' know if that really answers the questions at hand, but unless i had some more direct questions that's all i can say...