There have been times, yes, where I get that overwhelming "happy" feeling, like I might want to dance a jig to the sound of my heart beating, but for the most part, it comes and goes in flashes. I'm starting to feel less and less of those, too . . .

It's not like I'm sad or anything, I'm just...here...not really either side of the spectrum. I will admit that this past summer I was VERY happy when I was at a festival. It was 4 days of self-exploration and total freedom, which kind of put things into perspective for me, and always eases my mind.

Some of your posts are heartfelt and true, and it's nice to read such sincerity. ~