Yeah after i trashed everything, i sat on my bed, which is soaked in bong water now, and thought "....fuck... what a mess... dammit i want to watch a dvd now...*regret*".

I've got a few personal issues that i've been trying to work through and today after having an argument with my sister who dropped by, i just went ape shit. and this might make me sound like a complete pussy, but after a cigarette, i called my sister to apologise for yelling at her and then i had a bit of a cry. I haven't cried in years. it's all cool now though. i'm just chillin to some tunes and having a few cones.