OooohHHhh Godddd. This is heavennnn.
Looovvvvvvvvvvvveeee.
Lovvvvvvvve.
Sooo. Much. LOVE.
If I try, I can increase the high as I see fit just by thinking about it.
Note To self: You always worry you aren't being true to yourself. Also, lack of confidence or ego-boosting memories may be a bother.
You might also think the same of others, due to your own insecurities.
Work on this.
But you are seriously improving in a LOT of areas. Your world gets MUCH better the longer you have to figure out your personal enlightenment.
All you have to do to change your mind, Is Really detach yourself from ego, imagine yourself as looking from the outside, and you'll truly see who you are. The clay of the personality.