When my grandad died the funeral home left the casket open even though he had not been prepared for an open casket and we had said that we didnt want an open casket. Seing the corpse of my Grandfather who was always so strong and defiant layed out like that, I just dont want to describe it. Then after that being next to a coffin that I knew my grandfather was in was just unbearable, I mean a situation that I just completely culdnt handle, ive never cried so much or so desperately in my life.

Sorry if im not making much sense its just that it was incredibly emotional.

I feel so much for someone who has lost a close member of their family, the grief is undescribable.