bro bro bro what the fuck are you thinking
dont leave a girl you love for a girl you are attracted more too. your going to regret that and its going to be too late. but i think you really need to tell her about your drug use and stuff, because i used to cover that stuff up too but then i realised its pointless. and its as big of a part of em as anythign else, so if your girl cant accept that then shes nto accepting a part of you. but now that im totally honest with her its so much better, god..love is amazing