yeah guys/girls i really do love her.....but i would just man up but 1 shes really close with my mom and shed probally go into a crying coma and then tell my mom what i told her....IM ALMOST POSITIVE about that.....and i deff dont wont her doing that...if i were for sure she wouldnt tell my mom or something id tell her...and the reason ive hid it i guess she is COMPLETELY like straight edge lol....and when we first met...well she asked me if i did..and back then i dditn often, so i just told her know because i didnt want her to be turned off by that..and i just havent told her ...i dont know ...over the summer i fucked around with this girl i kissed her and shit and told my gf about it....in hopes that she would say it was over lol and i wouldnt have to be the bearer of bad news...but she said lets just forget about it....!!! lol i know she loves me and i know i love her....but i dontknow if its weve just been together so long and i know i love her...or its still really there...because this other girl makes me feel completely differnet.....i dont know ...i might feel out the situation for a bit