okay...so after he said that he didnt want to sleep with me anymore, i seduced him a few times. but now he has gotten wise and avoids me. and pretty much avoids me, which ultimately is best cause otherwise ill get angry or try to seduce him again. i feel like i am in middle school. DAMN. i'm trying to find someone to replace him but its so damn hard. i dont understand why im not getting any interest.(probably cause i chill with mostly dudes and end up just being 'one of the guys'). anyway, whats wrong with a girl wanting some good reliable sex? jessica took that away from me and now.....now im lonely, angry, and jealous. theres nothing wrong with me feeling like this, its just that im not happy. im feeling consumed