the weird perceptions you all talking about ...i think its the same as hearing your voice on record for the first time, its just not the same as you thought. sometimes i'll have these trippy moments where i go in the bathroom, look at myself in the mirror, and i will just stare at my own image and i wonder "is that really me" hardcore stuff

on the real, i'm fat and i dont have a problem with it, but it sucks when i look in the mirror and i get to see what an ugly body i have ...its pretty disgusting