I guess it was when I moved to Canada from Holland. I got jumped by a couple guys and they really fucked me up leaving in the hospital for a few days, followed by months and months of rehabilitation, mentally and physically. I'm a very bitter person because of it.

I'm not bitter in a sense where, I won't help an elder out, or give my seat the girl with to the baby carriage, I do that shit, but when it comes to the actions that human beings choose to make, is what bothers me. What bothers me the most is us humans want others to fix what we have destroyed. When will we learn?

Then things started coming into play after that. Kids were harsh to me in hig school, then the Columbine shootings happened, then a bunch more copycat shootings followed, then 9/11 happened. I mean, we are watching a war live on television, watching people die, our own people die, for no good reason, AT ALL, and people wonder why this generation is so angry...because there is so much negativity being shown everywhere.
Nochowderforyou Reviewed by Nochowderforyou on . How old were you When did you realized the world/reality is full of pain and suffering? No one asked us to live on plant earth..We were sent here by parents. I am scared to have kids because why would I want them to grow up in this wasteland called earth? To feel pain for the first time, To feel a deep sorrow. And than put them threw the brainwashing school systems where they break you like I was broken. And than to enter the endless struggle of the rat race, Forsed to learn the ways of the world or parish Rating: 5