No...I meant the FEELING is gross. You don't feel good. When I was younger I took like 200mg and I was way fucked up...soo good luck with 500mg cuz you'll be out of it for a long time. And by fucked up, I don't mean in a good way, trust me. It's a retarded way to go my man, just stick to weed....its actually more intense than a lot of drugs out there.