Quote Originally Posted by dryst
well im sry that happened to u....u dont mind me asking by who?...

now i dont wanna hurt ur feelings or anything...but your opinion isnt very unbiased... im just saying...ahh fuck it..im just pissing all the girls off...
Your right, my opinion is bias-and it's really too bad...I wish I didn't have a tainted idea sex.

Anyway, it was by my grandpa and my baby sitter and her little brother. Grandpa was a far seperate occaision than the baby sitter and her brother. Yes, both of them. I imagine the same thing happend to them too so it was only natural for them to do it to me and my best friend. Too bad though really, messed my whole life up forever...probably theirs too. I only just recently came to realize that my grandpa was doing pervy things to me...and all along I just thought it was normal...

It really sucks, really..it does. Sometimes when sex is talking about in certain ways I get a really awful feeling all over my body and I just want to throw up. I hate it..and my boyfriend doesn't understand...and he never will..and no one will.

It's probably high time I went and seeked help about it, really. Maybe I too could think of sex in a different light....rather than a dirty one.