Quote Originally Posted by birdgirl73
I have the same thing tonight, Tallulah. I want to hit a punching bag. I think it's a phase of grief I'm going through, though, in my case. But it's not pleasant for me. I'm normally fairly cheerful and steady. This feels dark and angry--and it makes me uneasy.
I feel for you Birdgirl, in fact, I really have nothing to even complain about. I am not going through anything near as hard as you, you are a very strong person. I can't imagine how I would react if I were in your shoes. I am sorry for what you are dealing with in your life, that is really awful and too bad. At least you have a legitimate reason to feel how you are, I on the other hand am just crazy.

I can definitly relate to wanting to hit a punching bag- I feel like I just want to freak out.
I am just so frustrated...
..and yes, a j would most definitly make me feel better. Unfortunatly I will have to wait until Wednesday when I have money.

I just wish I had some awesome great friends here that I could call and just go chill with and smoke and vent...I am so sick of my little cave all by myself. Blah.
At least I have to wonderful people to vent to.