True true I'd just like to think I have a little restaint. Although I'm watching the mail like the seeds will be here any day but knowing that I"m still a good week before they will be here. But like any good stoner this is all done with out the others in my house knowing, G/F & 12year old son. So the out come will be thrilling. Like I've said I've always found a dealer but after going to the same person now for 6 years and now getting the brush off I"m guessing he's now stopped smoking or something. Well I'm not a quiter I believe smoking pot makes me a better person. It's a simple pleasure in my life. Not that it's all that simple mind you but I do in joy good high while doing the things I do or more importantly when it's the weekend or vacation. So o.k. it's been now 4 days into this I'm thinking I'll see my seeds in the mail with in another week. To think I'll have to wait till some time this Feb to try out my new pipe I got last month. Oh well I'm thinking the skiing will be good by then. I hear it's due to snow tonight.