Hey, t3hl0st. Mick's right. Feelings aren't wrong or right. They're just feelings, and you're entitled to feel whatever you want, whenever you want. Sounds like you're probably dealing with your grief in the best way you're able to right now, and I think it's perfectly alright that you find yourself interested in/thinking about your old friend. That sounds like a hopeful outlook for the future to me. Try to stop beating yourself up with all the "I shoulds."

My condolences on your loss, hun. My older sister died early this past Thursday morning (two days ago) from cancer. The death wasn't unexpected, but these last few weeks have been awful and her loss still pains me. The services were today, and tonight I'm just numb. Can't really feel anything except sorta blank right now. I think it's just my way of dealing with emotional overload. Sounds like you're dealing with things in your own way, too. My heart goes out to you and your family right now. Take care.
birdgirl73 Reviewed by birdgirl73 on . Confused. Hi everyone This is kinda hard for me to write so please excuse any mistakes I make, Im dealing with some sensative issues. 3 days ago my dad passed away. He had a sudden heart attack and was only 48. I myself am 16. Now I know your asking what does this have to do with sexuality, but bere with me. When my dad died, and up till now I feel nothing. Absolutly nothing. Someone told me that im just in shock, and i believe thats it. Anyway these last few days Ive been thinking. Im not a very Rating: 5