Quote Originally Posted by daima
If i may make a suggestion?
do not deny yourself your feelings.
they are yours, you own them, and there is nothing wrong with them.
As a cyber friend..i dont want just all the good new. I want the bad, the ugly, ...all of it. You are very normal. I would be concerned if you werent feeling the feelings you are feeling.
dai*ma:stoned:
Hey again, Daima. I promise I'm not denying the feelings. I'm mature enough and have done enough work on myself that I know how to identify, feel and express them. I'm just a little wiped out because the volume of emotion right now is so strong and because I can't sleep while this is so intense. I feel like a crazy person right now. I know I have to go through this to get to the other side. But I certainly wish I had my ability to concentrate back . . . . that's the aspect of the "old me" that I miss the most.