damn, thats gotta be tough, i dont know what i'd do if i lost my older brother, hes just like that, teacher, guider, protector kinda guy, and if i lost him, i'd be angry, confused, lost, etc, but you seem to be alot stronger than that, and maybe, just maybe, you got your strength from her, maybe shes up their now cheerin you on, lets hope so eh?

just quickly had a moment of pure genius, lol i got a plant with medicinal traits, and it has no name.... and i really feel moved by this...

As you wish birdgirl, i will practice being nice, and will love alot more, we all just need to remember how precious life really is..