Well basically I have never been really popular or anything and I would always want to do the stuff the 'cool' kids did and liked. The kids I thought were cool were the jocks and stuff. I always wanted to be good at sports and stuff like all the 'popular kids but I sucked at all sports. I would listen to only popular music and pretty much conform in any way. I was pretty afraid of weed and all drugs. I still never fit in and only had a few friends.

I eventually developed an interest in weed on my own and wanted to try it. I got some through my brothers friends and tried it. I loved it. I right away started smoking a lot. I started haning out with all the kids who smoked, and they are all really great people. I stopped trying to be like everyone else, and realized how fucking stupid I was before. I started developing my own tastes, and I could because now all my friends like me for who I am. All the people I thought were 'cool' I think are retarded.
Since I started smoking, I have not been afraid to be myself. I have gained many friends and I am happier than I was before.