I'd never really been a fan of reality so I got some pot and went into a field and smoked the whole bag then sat in my car and listened to Jane's Addiction before slowly driving home and then sitting in my room realizing that since I spend way to much time in here doing nothing as it is, I might as well spend to much time in here doing nothing stoned. smoked daily for a while, got out of hand. Now I pace myself a little. I've come to terms with the fact that life for me is always going to be a moderately unpleasant experience so I might as well make the best of it. Which has made life considerably better.