There is this girl, I have had very strong feelings for her for a while now. A couple of weeks ago I told her how I felt about her. She told me that she was interested, but couldnt get over the quy who had dumped her a few weeks before that (why do the most amazing girls carry torches for the biggest assholes in the world, while I, who consider myself to be a pretty stand-up guy, am constantly getting cheated on and shafted in various other ways... food for thought, but anyway...)

I really don't feel like she is the kind of person who would say something like that as a brush off, and more so I feel like she's a better friend than that. But I feel like I am not getting anywhere. I want to be with this girl more than anything. But I want her to want to be with me, I don't want to be her silver medal, or worse her shoulder to cry on until she moves on to the next in a long line of assholes...

I feel so helpless... there is nothing I can think of to do to make this situation easier on myself. She knows how I feel about her, so I don't wanna be a dick about it and keep bringing it up. But I'm freakin' loosing my mind waiting for her to get over this guy, and hoping that when she does she will want to be with me... I just don't know what the fuck to do anymore...

Thank you for reading, and sorry if you couldn't follow my incoherent rambling, but I really just needed to get this out as a means of thought more than anything...
ForeverZero Reviewed by ForeverZero on . Life is full of cruel jokes... There is this girl, I have had very strong feelings for her for a while now. A couple of weeks ago I told her how I felt about her. She told me that she was interested, but couldnt get over the quy who had dumped her a few weeks before that (why do the most amazing girls carry torches for the biggest assholes in the world, while I, who consider myself to be a pretty stand-up guy, am constantly getting cheated on and shafted in various other ways... food for thought, but anyway...) I really Rating: 5