I know where you are coming from. I'm in the same spot as you.

I'm having problems holding jobs. My head isn't on straight. I went of heavy meidcation a few months back and I'm just now going back on them because things were really bad. Almost suicide bad, which I don't want to think about or even consider doing.

It's like I want to work, but I want to find a job that I enjoy. I was suppose to start a new job this morning, nothing special, but I bailed out becaise I woke at 4am this morning, shaking from nervousness. I vomited and my head was spinning around in circles. That's part of my anxiety disorder that triggers my depression, than it's all downhill.

I've only been back on meds. for 5 days, so I'm hoping in another week or so, things will be level again and I can start a new job without destroying my stomach with pain.

Wow, great thread. Feels good to vent a bit.

Hopefully things get better for anyone having problems right now. :thumbsup: Good luck.