OK, well I no longer feel as blah. I smoked a bowl and it helped me fall asleep, but never managed to cry. Anyway I figure I will go and ask for my old job back (again). Not the one I just quit, same company just different resturant where I first started. $7.80 to wash dishes and deal with the store being understaffed and me being over worked. I suppose I should keep looking at it as motivation to do something with my life. I really don't know how some of the older people who work there can do that job every day. I have to kind of admire that (doing what ever it takes.)

I quit this job on 4 different occassions and yet I always seem to go back. I can't escape it. I hate the company, I hate the hours, I dislike most of the people. Yet I keep going back...

I just found a website to find poker games in your area. I will prob try and play in a few of them. Since I was 18 I really just wanted to survive playing poker. Not even WSOP winner, just a very nice little poker career. I love the game and I actually seem to do better after having just smoked a little bit. I was always insane good at our home games (a couple strong players). But when I played online, I lost over $2,000 (citi banks money.) Never have been sure if the house games are that weak or if the internet is just harder to win in. When I turned 21 I went to the casino to play, but they didn't have any live tables. I just played about $20 in the slots and got bored and left. I suppose, once I go back to my old crappy job, I will start building a little bankroll and hitting one of my local games up. I figure it would be cheap enough to realize if I can win in those games they way I won in my normal house games.


Thanks for the responses everyone. It was the thought of maybe having another warrent for an unpaid ticket (been taken care of), while I'm driving around with an expired break tag. Huge crack in windsheild I havn't been able to get fixed yet. I know a lot of places cops usually don't bother arresting people for one unpaid ticket, but here they do. The parishes like their money way to much. I wonder if I could do community service hours in place of a fine? I would much rather pay it by doing something good for someone than giving the parish the money to use on god knows what. They may do it in some cases but am unsure. Most likely not.