Quote Originally Posted by JaggedEdge
Ever go lay down to go to bed and you start thinking about what a fucked up mess your in? I left my previous job because they wouldn't give me a raise when I was doing triple the work figuring it should be easy enough to find a new job. I mean fuck, I work in resturants, though granted I was trying to get out of those kind of jobs. Which is prob one of the reasons I'm in this fucked up mess. So a month and a half later, I'm still fucking unemployed, bills will be coming soon, and I have a fucking speeding ticket to pay sometime in november. Not to mention this is the sentencing hearing, so no more extentions. And to top off being broke, unemployed, and a fucking bum living off my girlfriend; my grades are shit. I'm not doing well this semester at all. I'm not on probation yet, but most likely will be after this semester. I hate fucking school. I want to finsh, I want to get my degree in english and settle for some boring, but well paying, technical writing career. I can't leave college because I don't know what the fuck I would do without a degree. I could go get my real estate license, I always thought being a real estate agent would be a fun job. But if I'm working for a firm, they are just taking most of my money. Not to mention the market changes. One year I could be making bank and two years from than I'm having to sell my house... I've considered technical school, but don't really know what field I would go into... I just feel so fucking lost right now and I can honestly say I haven't felt this way in a while.

I need to change some shit. Sorry, I really needed to vent.
94% of everything i learned in school
was bullshit i dont need
84.8% of everything i bought
i got to satisfy my greed.

dai*ma:stoned:
it doesnt sound to me like you are as lost as you think.
finding out what works, what doesnt work, is part of everything you'll ever do.
a degree might be the key to the door for some, but it isnt for all.
I raised two kids, helping with the grandkids, and i never got a degree, never worked a "regular job", and was always willing to take risks.
stop looking at what you are told you should have, and look at what really makes you happy. you'd be suprised how much stress is reduced by simplifying your life.