I had a real battle with coke a while ago, IVing it. It was awful, I would junk out for days and then sleep for like 24-32 hours straight. Then it was back to the spikes. A vicious cycle. Stealing money, losing my job, into rehab, etc. Nothing fun about it. All I could think about was getting that next 8ball or whatever.

Please, if you are reading this, don't ever stick a needle in your arm for any reason. You have to really not give a shit about yourself to do it in the first place and it's really hard to stop doing. I don't even drink anymore, because I'm afraid that if I get drunk I'll just think "fuck it" and start shooting that shit again. I also smoke a LOT less pot than I used to because I don't want my tolerance to build up and make it less enjoyable. I can't hang out with any of my old friends who do coke anymore, either.

Yo Campbell, you think they'll delete this thread?

Edit: I also smoke cigarettes. Camels. I don't really want to quit right now because I'll gain a lot of weight. Someday I will, just not today.