Hey princess, I haven't been on too much, because I am building this new room, and am doing it single handedly for the most part and it is a little difficult to use these power tools with my vision prob, sawzaw, drills and so on, but it is coming around. I had to put a hole new wall that was about nine ft, 2x4's brackets ply wood and all. I have to enclose the door now and turn it into a secret door. After I am all done you won't even be able to tell that there is a 5 by 9 room there, hopefully.
Well, sorry to hear about your (anxiety and insomnia problems, I have bad (insomnia my self at times, and that is one reason that I do what I do, if I light up right before bed I get a decent nights sleep and can sleep most of the night. I know how it feels, some times I wake up at 3 AM and can't go back to sleep or I just lay there for hours and hours.
Well, know your not alone in your struggles. I haven't forgot about the ballast either, just have been working like a mad man to get done before my new ballasts get in so I can get these 12 little girls from under this 175 MH in a really small cabinet into my big cab under a 400w MH for a couple of months and put about 20 more in flower.
Adieu Southern Princess