So you are saying that chaos has order and there are no chances so therefore how can you know wether what you are doing is choice or preordained and if it's preordained then everything is already decided?

You fail to see your own inadequate statements really only enhance the idea in my mind that you aren't grasping the possibility of anything other than what you "believe".

Step outside and get the big picture of how insignificant you and all humans are.

More questions....

How does it feel to be a cat ?
What are ghosts ?
How long is a piece of string ?

Who cares ?

Live life don't try to believe you or anyone will ever know everything.