Sooo, I smoked again today. Probably not even half as much as I did last time. Basically not even a bowl. But I had pretty much the same effects.

I leave for school around 7:30. I felt if I smoked hardly anything and at 7ish, I'd be fine, but I was so screwed, I couldn't function through that stobelight effect thing. I don't even know what I all did; all I felt was that everyone thought I was crazy. For instance, I'd think to myself about what would happen if I said "Fuck you" out loud...now this was all a thought, not an action yet, but a second later, someone (I'm pretty sure) would say "Uhh, what the hell was that..." as if I'd actually said it. Basically, memory loss, anyone? I kind of already have a bad memory, so maybe that's it.

Whatever it is, I suppose I can't handle weed, which makes me kind of sad.