im thinking of these questions from the point of view of a molecule of water

if you were conscious, what would you be thinking?

surely there is something more in this world besides the two atoms of hydrogen and one atom of oxygen that make me up, (and the things that make them up..quarks or strings or whatever..which get smaller to infinte numbers) but what is it? im constantly being changed around and moved in this gigantic weird world of strangeness, but why? surely someone had to have created all of this, who/how/why?

IMAGINING myself as a molecule of water leads me to realize:

humans have the advantage of knowing everything about a molecule of water. we even have various means of breaking the chemical bonds holding the atoms together. we can do whatever we want with it. more or less, from the perspective of the water, a human being is a sort of god. also from the perspective of the water, it is a theoretical god of the things it governs.

the universe is infinitely small underneath a microscope and infinitely large in the stars. humans make up a tiny tiny tiny bit of this grand scheme of things, but we have gigantic brains with almost infinite amounts of possibilities within them. why havent we just learned to stop fighting with one another? disagreement is going to happen in the world, but no one is going to disagree that they live on earth. maybe we should all leave behind our differences and start from there? im sure anyone could list a million reasons why it isnt possible. To that i say there are a million reasons people list in order to make it impossible, because they dont want to start doing it. everyone is too damn busy thinking that their way is the best way.