The thing that bothers me the most is death. At first I was confident about dying but now it's like, what if I die and thats it. What if I dont know I'm dead. I know it wont matter if I dont know but I would rather not even put that pressure on my mind to think about. I just really hope we have an afterlife of some sort . And I cant really rely on NDE (Near Death Experiences) since people who NEARLY died technically we're still alive so they could have just been dreaming in their mind about what death was like. When you completely die and everything shuts down thats what I wanna know what it's like. And yes, I do believe that our stomach has it's food, fruits and vegetables and our brain has food. Brain food, which are natural psychoactive substances such as Psilocybe mushrooms, cannabis, Salvia, and Peyote etc. I really do believe that and any Christian that thinks otherwise is just being hypocritical if you ask me. You cant accept everything that God has given to us and then decline "drugs" because society has classified them as being wrong and un-civilized. It just makes me believe that they are more of a follower than a leader, not having an opinion of their own, just believing something is bad because the world has told them it was. But this life will continue to be a mystery, I just can only hope we have an afterlife .