Lol sometimes I just dont like it. I can handle being high off my rocker but when my heart starts paining me or my brain feels like it's getting tight that shit bothers me, my heart scares me the most when anything is bothered in me because if my heart stops I stop. And I dont wanna stop right now . Sometimes it feels like it burns or it feels like some one stabbed me or something, not a sharp pain but..it's hard to explain, anyways obviously, I live through it and it only happens ocassionally. But I rather not have it happen at all. And Bird I dunno, I've been bothered by my heart for some time now, but I dont want to get it checked out because I dont want to end up having something fatal and having that on my mind. The last I can recall was the doctor said I had a heart murmur or something like that. And yes, I will try to cut down on McDonalds, I know it isnt helping. And also sometimes my throat bothers me when I smoke blunts. Sometimes my lungs (or what seems to be my lungs) bother me also. God I dont wanna take too long of a break but I know I need one.