Ghost. as long as you realize that this situation is your own fault for being a jack-off at school and you truly want to make something out of yourself, you will. Take your time, decide on a plan of action and stick with it...

ofcourse, in a few years I'll probably be running my own business so if your still down in the dismal abyss of life on a small island then maybe I'll fly out stateside for an interview and mad ass kick back LoL

we can always dream eh?

Peace