Oi! Brush your dust off and get back in the game . Obviosly there is a general care and concern that you have and that says alot . Some people just dont give a fuck, and end up in the criminal element. I know plenty of folks who go that way for the worst . I know plenty of people who rise above from the grave. The point being, is its all up to you ! Exploit the government programs for your benifit, if you can qualify for their programs , shit those taxes pay for something and they should be able to help you get where your going. I heard Jay Lenno worked for mc d's at one point in his life, now you see him on late night every eve(I hope im right) You got acess to a computer bro the skies the limitless. And yeah , its great to vent , take a look at that psychic vampire bullshit I wrote, that was a huge vent for me cause I face 60 days in the jailhouse ( went to court today and still makin deals with the district attourney) OI!