I know it sucks that you can't smoke and I'm sure you're bummed. But truly in the scheme of things, you are one lucky dude. It could have been much worse. And starting today, you can make the choice to either take a risk and smoke or do some other substance, then test positive and go to jail, or to just toe the line and do what you have to do. That's the key--recognizing that you're the one making the choice, just like you made the choice to grow the plants. Welcome to the adult world.