i'm not supposed to drink or smoke, first thing i did when i got outta the hospital was light up a cigarette, and as soon as i got home i grabbed me a beer, they gave me vicodin, but damn this stuff hurts so bad the only thing i can do is maintain a nice level of buzz-drunkness to keep the pain to a minimum.....

would you believe if it i told you that just the act of moving my mouth to swallow things whole [vegetables, meats and noodles in soup] is excrutiating pain....

i'm glad it's over too birdgirl, i know it was only on my teeth but the closer it got, the more nervous i got, and when they wheeled me away from my wife and to the operating room, i started to get scared shitless, i almost told them to turn me around because i can't do this, i just kept thinking what if i don't wake up and can't see my snookums no more.... and ever since i woke up i've been 'all over her' hurts like hell to even chickenpeck her, but i can't stop doing it 10 times in 5 minutes....

i wish i had weed, i knew i shoulda saved some, but noooo i didn't i =/