I don't want to give it time...I want to go home to my boyfriend. He came up to visit me this weekend and it was pure bliss the whole time.
My whole family loves him and would be perfectly fine if I married him...
..except they want me to get the college experience.
I can easily go to university in my HOME TOWN and my family would save lots of money.

Sure my mom spent a lot of money on material items for my apartment...but she acts like I am never going to use them again or something. She is making me feel really bad for buying me so much, and it's like..I appreciate it all and I don't know why she can't understand that I will still use everything.

I have friends in the city that are from my hometown that I hang out with...but I really just don't think I am a city girl AT ALL. I have had way too many freaky scary things happen...

I just want to go home and forget about this experience all together, cities are much more fun to visit than to live.

I just wish my family wasn't being such assholes about what I want. If I stay here I won't like it...
BLAH...I should have never left in the first place...but then I suppose I would never appreciate my small town as much as I do now.
My boyfriend is totally fine with me moving in and moving all my shit in with him..but my mom is acting PSYCHOTIC. PSYCHO family members..AHHHH.