Quote Originally Posted by TallulahGreen
I supposed everything will turn out okay. My family basically tries to vicariously live through me, and the women in my family are aboslutly NUTS...and the older they are the more CRAZY they are and the more involved in my life they are.

If I were to even tell them I was going to stop college for a little bit they would FREAK OUT. I have been in college since the day I graduated high school.

I don't like living in a city, I don't feel safe. My family helped me out a lot and are saying I can go home if I want but SERIOUSLY GUILT TRIPPING THE FUCK OUT OF ME. I know I haven't been here long but I know who I am and I know what I want.
I have to go back to my boyfriend..I have been with him a year and a half...and I just know we have a lot more time left together. I have never met anyone who made me so happy so it's really hard to be so far away.
My family bought me a lot of stuff to live alone, and are really pissed that I want to come back...and telling me I need to take care of all my own shit, which is no problem.
...HOWEVER if I told them I want to move home and in with my boyfriend..I am even more afraid of their reaction.

Sorry if this didn't make sense..I am a little drunk myself..

I seriously HATE having a psychotic family that feels the need to vicariously live through me and make sure that I don't screw up and get pregnant....
i'm sorry to hear that your not enjoying your independent life in the cities but what you really need is NEW friends, forget about the friends at home (at least while your in the city) make new friends, build your own life, someday your going to look back and tell your kids about this. give it some time.