AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Why do I do this to myself? Why do I make stupid impulsive decisions to only realize after they are good and done that they were absolutly STUPID?
I don't know why I go to you guys for problems...maybe cause I am lonely and looking for some support.

I moved 290 miles away from home nearly a month ago. I freakin' hate it, most would say I didn't give it a chance....in fact, that might be true.
HOWEVER I have an amazing boyfriend I left at home, that I truly see myself marrying. Yes, maybe I am young and stupid...but he makes me so freakin' happy.
My family put a lot of money and effort into getting me this far away for college.
...well, I told them tonight I think I want to go back. I got a serious freakout from the fam.

So I am now thinking maying I just will move back and drop out of college until fall 2007 and be financially independant so my family can't say shit about my decisions. Although if they found out I was going to drop out of school until the fall of 2007 then they would freakout even more.

...ugh I am so stressed out, I just want to go home to my friends and family instead of living in this gross city.

I am so torn. I don't want shit from my family, I appreciate their help, but I also appreciate a healthy mental state.
UUGHHHHH.
So this topic was a little off topic...but I just need to get this shit OUT.
TallulahGreen Reviewed by TallulahGreen on . Crazy, young, stupid, impulsive, indecisive... AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Why do I do this to myself? Why do I make stupid impulsive decisions to only realize after they are good and done that they were absolutly STUPID? I don't know why I go to you guys for problems...maybe cause I am lonely and looking for some support. I moved 290 miles away from home nearly a month ago. I freakin' hate it, most would say I didn't give it a chance....in fact, that might be true. HOWEVER I have an amazing boyfriend I left at home, that I truly see myself Rating: 5