Crazy, young, stupid, impulsive, indecisive...

[suhl]

definitely dont leave mid semester that is wasting money

suhl Reviewed by suhl on 10-17-2006. Crazy, young, stupid, impulsive, indecisive... AHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Why do I do this to myself? Why do I make stupid impulsive decisions to only realize after they are good and done that they were absolutly STUPID? I don't know why I go to you guys for problems...maybe cause I am lonely and looking for some support. I moved 290 miles away from home nearly a month ago. I freakin' hate it, most would say I didn't give it a chance....in fact, that might be true. HOWEVER I have an amazing boyfriend I left at home, that I truly see myself Rating: 5

[TallulahGreen]

Well yeah I wasn't planning on doing that...I was planning on leaving after it was over.

[birdgirl73]

Oh, well, good! Glad to hear that. I think that's a good plan. And a good amount of time in which to make up one's mind.

Do you think you might be able to cultivate a couple of close buddies at school between now and the semester's end? I think that'd help ease your current troubles a lot by simply helping you feel emotionally anchored to someone at school, too.

[TallulahGreen]

Actually my 2 best friends from back home live here. They are always there for me but for some reason it still doesn't seem to feel like it's what I want. I mean it is really nice they are here for me, and I am glad that they like it, but the thought of my old home makes me really much happier.

[birdgirl73]

Yeah, I hear you. Mine did, too, when I your age. I had the same thing, even with close friends present. That's nice you like your home. I think that says a lot about your having been raised in a loving, comfortable environment if you crave to be back there in it. That's not something everyone can say, you know?

[peace plz]

Hey, I am sorry to hear you're not enjoying it where you are. I don't know how you couldn't like it there, it's a wonderful city. I come up there every few weeks, so if you ever need anything or even just some new faces in your life, let me know. I'm only 2 hours south. Keep your head up. Things will work themselves out!