thanks for the great feedback & while i'm not even gonna consider the threesome (i'm from florida, not kentucky)....i will consider your advice...you're pretty right on about the feelings, but i am unsure about being in love with her (but maybe i'm really not)....i have just had too strong of a reaction to the possibility of my friend being w/ another girl & since it's my sister I wanna go into a deep depression & never come back. it's really a huge blow on me, whhhyy my sister? whys it gotta be my sister? s
so thats why i wanna tell my best friend my feelings, & either she does feel the same, or she could grow to? my bf is really really good at hiding her emotions (she has been w/ lots of guys & is currently ending a 2 year relationship w/ her boyfirend) but just sittin back and watchin her and my sister have a fling would give me terrible anxiety or something, b/c i want it to be me more than anything.
i dunno, i never really been in love and this shit is just so f'in complicated; and yes i know this would make a crazy movie, i'm a writer so maybe one day i'll write a book about it.