anybody, anyone at all.

[SkatePopwar]

ever since i was young, ive been different..ive always felt i was more open-eyed that almost eveyrone else..that i was somehow immune to the brainwashing our culture puts the natural mind through. while others were caught up in the game of humanity, reality, trying to obtain things that arent really there, ive been playing in my own world, my world..not theirs. watching theirs unfold, waiting for my turn to show everyone what i can really accomplish. sometimes laughing at the stupidity and ridiculousness of humanity..ive always been so different..
i could never understand how anyone could play by the rules of humanity, and stay sane..could let their life slip by, getting a job and working for a living, never knowing anything else but monotony..the same day after day after day, not even questioning it all! until i realised that nearly noone ever really questiones our lives, what we are told, questions EVERYTHING. its a global rat-race, to be able to call things yours, things that come form the earth. nature even! and its controlled by a select few, wathing us, looking at us as pawns, jsut minions in their plot, not even as real people with hopes, fears, loves, friends and life! and inside, it makes me so so sick. so many people blinded, controlled, dead to something greater and more exciting then they are told of

and now i cant play by their rules, ever..for the sake of my sanity
and im so happy for it
so so happy
<3

are there any people who think at all like me? or am i the only one..
ii cant be

ps, sorry for my ranting, not expecting to many to care, but those of you who do..
congratulations
your taking the first step to be like-minded to me

SkatePopwar Reviewed by SkatePopwar on 10-16-2006. anybody, anyone at all. ever since i was young, ive been different..ive always felt i was more open-eyed that almost eveyrone else..that i was somehow immune to the brainwashing our culture puts the natural mind through. while others were caught up in the game of humanity, reality, trying to obtain things that arent really there, ive been playing in my own world, my world..not theirs. watching theirs unfold, waiting for my turn to show everyone what i can really accomplish. sometimes laughing at the stupidity and Rating: 5

[SkatePopwar]

its all an illusion!!
that sums up my ideas nicely

[ate]

There's not much to say that won't go misunderstood or ridiculed. Just stay open minded and keep looking for the truth as to why things are the way they are.

[Polymirize]

are there any people who think at all like me? or am i the only one..
ii cant be
sorry for my ranting, not expecting to many to care, but those of you who do..
congratulations
your taking the first step to be like-minded to me

Actually I think I know exactly what you mean. At times I'm sure I've sounded very similar. The problem is, you kinda sound like a dick.

If you're not part of the solution, you simply remain part of the problem...

[Eraserhead71]

ive had thoughts of doing something that stands out a lot because thats the only way you get noticed but i would have to do something insane and would end up in jail

[Inferius]

How old are you?
This sounds to me like a phase. I used to feel the same way. Then I matured a bit and reality took on a new form, and I realized I was no different than any other teen who's a bit more introspective than others.

It's amazing the paths our brains take to adjust to the real world...

[JaggedEdge]

When I was a younger I felt the same way about not being like everyone else in the crappy job they hate.

Than I realized that as much as it sucks, I need money to get weed, live, and eat (in that order ) Most of us are bound to hate our jobs. It would have to be rare to do the same thing 5 days a week for 30-40 years and still love it. It's a part of life.

Differences are good, but we all have to conform in some way's. Just don't ruin your future because you refuse to conform.

[fikusroot]

SO what makes you think you're any different. The most effective forms of control are those put on you without you realizing it. What makes you think you're so divorced from society? How old are you, I'll bet you're a teenager. Anyway, their are two types of people that I hate. Those to far conained in society, and those who are to far removed from it. The safe zone is to have one foot in one zone in one foot in the other. Society as we know it, while far from perfect, is the product of thousands of years of civilization and is the best method of existance we have. Personally, I tend to lean outside of society but I've still got a toe in on the otherside so that if I want to, I can get a job and have a "normal" life. I'll stop rambling now. I am so very stoned.

[SkatePopwar]

i dnt think some of you get it. oh well, i tried. guess im the only crazy one
laughs


btw, im sorry if i sounded like a dick. i was joking with the last part of my post :rasta: :rasta:

fikus, you shouldnt hate anyone

[tahoe58]

hey man...whatever ur age...good on ya. choose your own path, choose your own values, and be prepared that not all ur choices may bring joy and happiness, but at least they were your choices. Shit happens in everyones life, the success comes in how you deal with it. Someone once told me....there are no right or wrong choices, the question is whether or not they fit your values, and provide you with a step forward in what you want from your life. All the best to you...life can be grand....but its a concious choice you need to make for yourself.